Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
I was left to cry there, waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
cos you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you placed beside you
To take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
gosh i feel damn lazy
slothy
lackadaisical.
i need to jerk my brain from its current mode.
sigh.
was at macs having a little tete a tete w tings. haha. okay it wasnt little. it lasted for 2hrs at the least. but it was fun. though we were practically whining away the whole time. miss that girl :) and the poor dog! god. it just died like that. haha. dog, god. its the other way round! okay anyway. reached home, felt REALLY lazy so i lazed around called steph to ask her about the sports day thing and found out shes in band sheesh. im not gonna stand in the contingent under the HOT SUN in the bloody skorts and green orchird tee like a loser for hours. so um. i have menstrual cramps tomms morning. yea. talked to her for a little while more .. and why does everyone like elyse for america's next top model?? hmrpf. i like shannon! but in the end neither won la. haha stupid stepo. still the same old.
anyway. didnt know avril lavigne has over 50 songs! and if you know that song i just posted, i know its damn weird. cos i edited some parts out la. cos you know. yea. haha im not making sense. they say my wallet's damn childish! hmrpf. but yea i agree haha. been using it since the end of sec2 or something? sheesh. so right away i dug out my esprit wallet and viola! childish wendy no more. hahas.
nana yea always clean girl. whatever la. you. -rolls eyes- even if i dont blog about it the whole world would (alliteration!) have still known cos you broadcast it anyhow. haha. by the way. come get your 5 bucks la! called / messaged you but no reply. tsk! uh. okayy..60 is kinda nice -looks at you like youre a freak- haha. and why are you drinking same old bandung EVERYDAY at recess man. sucking out of that rose packet.
okay im off studying physics RIGHT NOW.
scared of what it might cost to take it down for sombody else
cause loving her you lost too much of yourself
baby can't you see that she’s not me
Not me at all
And I need you to know you can fall into me
that my arms are wide open and will always be
right here waiting staying strong come and fall into me
Don't compare her to me,believe in love
I'll follow any road anywhere to get to you
I'll open up my soul if that is what you need me to do
now baby its your move all you got to do is
believe in love
And I need you to know you can fall into me
that my arms are wide open and will always be
right here waiting staying strong come and fall into me
Just believe in love
